emotional roller coaster
still weeping while treating clients,
the feeling of losing someone dearest is painful,
sometimes i wish i am more empathy towards the situation,
to be firmer with you staying back again,
my heart misses the things you say , the touch that i always feel , the emotions of happiness and warmth you created around me.
i want all these back into me, i really miss it all
My functional brain tells me impossibility, of all the thoughts and tears you created the message indicated how pressure you are , how intense and difficulty in handling yourself,
i just want to tell you love conquers all, that's what we have been throughout the easy and hard times,
i just wish you open up even more to me, as your partner and not keeping to yourself,
i just wish we could run away together somewhere far, somewhere we will be acknowledge by others the true love we have.
I am working on it , a path of recovery , as time heal's up the wounds and tear we shed, but your message has engraved in my heart forever,
down the road of years, we may have sparks and perhaps we shall be together again. BUBI, i am ready for it all the time, just let me know when you are ready for us.